Ain't no hero

You made me fall in love like the first time.

2011-02-18T01:02:00.002+08:00

♥ Louis

♥ Wyndee , Valerie

♥ WanLing

♥ Bibi
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Hehehehehehhehe ^_______^
I have a secret , I ♥ all of them ! heheheh , and dear lion too .
But didn't get a change to take picture with her recently .
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I was reluctant to show you the photo I took with BibiNg , mmmm
But then again , why can't i show off my happiness ?
I know it's a bit fast to you people out there , sarcastic , saying that " I've great control over my emotions and crap stuff ."
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Whatever .
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My happiness is way more important than your words .
Which I don't even care , anymore .
Stop accusing me of being unreasonable , ungrateful and whatever you wanna say .
Obviously you're just another person that pushes blame on everyone else except for YOU , yourself . So , tell you what , suck on it . Your life would never be happy .
Sucks to be you .
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I'm so over it ~ Boooooo ! _l_
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Fetch Louis dear after work , before that met WanLing darling for dinner ^_^
Hehehhe , love this 2 girls .
They are like ... the best ? Aiya , awesome/adorable/cute/nice whatever larh .
They are everything good ^_^
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And I love my Vincent Bibi , b'cuz I swear nobody treat me this nice before .
Not you , and not you either .
Don't come pretending to me that you treat me nice , because it's freaking fake . I can tell , so do you . I don't need fake concerns . So you can take it back .
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Tomorrow it's friday ! I love friday , I know you do too .
Cheers ♥

Little nervous , little restless .

2011-02-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

Hehe .
I have finally changed my old skin into this super simple and classic skin once that everyone seen to adore . Now it's back for me , vintage and simple .
Sigh , I'm home for almost 2 days rotting , doing nothing in front of this little lappy of mine .
I feel like the world out there continues it's turn leaving me behind .
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Life goes on , it always does .
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I seriously need to get myself something to do , and not just sit there and eat and grow fat :(
I don't want grow fat :(
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Sometimes it's not about how long the period is , it's about the quality .
How happy you felt , how much you cherish those moments of yours and your love ones .
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But i guess you would never really understand what I'm trying to say .
You weren't there , you didn't witness , you didn't felt how I felt .
You have no rights to judge .
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Sigh , life .
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Whatever , let's drink all day and party all night . (Y)

Happy Valentines .

2011-02-14T23:16:00.004+08:00

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Happy valentines !! :D
The first and best valentines for me :D
Hope everybody enjoy their valentines ! :D

Since I have nothing better to do .

2011-02-10T18:15:00.003+08:00

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Harooooooo :D
Michelle's back !!!!
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Actually I'm back cause I'm bored . Bored to the max . :(
I'm starting to get headache alrdy uh .
I don't wanna stay in the room !! I'm in the room since I woke up and it's alrdy 4hrs alrdy .
And it's so boring !!!!!
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I post half way and I forgot all about it -.-
LOL .
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Should I go drinking tonight ? Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm .
Ugh . irritating uh .
I'm indecisive ~ I can't decide ~ -.-
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Im bored uh , how how how :(
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Biang wei ~ bored lah . no mood post alrdy .
Byebye .

但我知道你们相爱

2011-02-09T01:07:00.003+08:00

Smoke smoke smoke , smoke till you die .

1st quarrel .

2011-02-05T00:45:00.001+08:00

Raise your right hand up in the air .

2011-02-02T17:08:00.003+08:00

Old pictures so what :D
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Happy chinese new year everybody !
Fml I've already lose $$ .
It's alright , I have 15days more to win it all back !!!!
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I believe in karma , and I hope karma believe in me .
I'm putting all my trust in you .
Every bit of them left in me .
So when you crushed them , you crushed them all .
When that happens , when I go right down down down the end .
Don't blame yourself . :)
It would be pointless , that would teach myself a lesson .
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Hahhahaha :D
Wohhooooooo ~
I'm 18 , I'm 18 , I'm 18 ~

HAPPY 18TH TO ME :D

2011-01-31T15:27:00.002+08:00

:D
Happy 18th birthday to myself !
Thanks to Bowl , AhBee , Lion , XiaoBai , JiaJun , Val , Wyndee , MaoXiang , Cliff , Darrell and all those ppl who wish me :D
And and and my mouse :B
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LOVE YOU GUYS .

What's my name ?

2011-01-24T01:28:00.002+08:00

Know why I haven been updating this lil place of mine ?
B'cuz I'm busying working , partying , having fun with my lil♥Micky mouse &♥Bowl & more :B

You can't say how much you misses someone .

2011-01-10T02:46:00.003+08:00

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We'll be taking our O'lvl results in another 9hours time .
Many of you are still awake , unable to fall asleep right !
I'm awake too ~
But but but , I'm thinking of which path to go . :(
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I was so stress up again , been thinking a lot .
Back to my "don't talk much " , "leave phone alone " periods .
I need to feel happy .
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I pray and hope that results will be less than 13 points .
I know it's a lot to expect , but my biotechnology's cut off point is 13 :'(
What to do you tell me .
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Sigh , Having headaches very often recently , must be not enough rest .
Time to sleep then . It's almost 3am .
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I'll be me , soon ..

Thanks Bowl , Mel for being there ,
Cheering me , helping me when i need help , when i'm down.
Love you guys a lot a lot .

It's too late for you to regret .

2011-01-05T21:38:00.002+08:00

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I'm sitting on my chair , thinking of how to start this post .
Thinking of what to type . Do I get to say whatever I feel inside ?
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I know you will see this , but maybe not .
You always say that I value friends more than relationship .
I always want to tell you friends stay forever , but relationship doesn't .
I have no faith in that 'forever' you picture me and you in .
I really want to believe that , and be part of it .
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There's a selfish me , a bitch inside me , wanting to rebel and show you how I really is .
I'm not the easy content girl , I'm not the perfect girl .
I do occasionally smoke , I know it's not cool , but i do .
I drink , then only stops when I'm drunk .
I'm selfish .
I don't know how to cherish you .
I love you . And I meant it .
It's the best relationship I ever had .
I know I'll remember it forever .
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However it's so different . The future , our future .
The kind of life I want .
I never mention but it's different .
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I know I've hurt you , deeply .
I apologize for that .
I hope you don't talk about death that easily . cherish life .
You'll meet a girl one day that share that same dream with you .
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Can we be friends ?
Fine ...... I'm selfish .

I pretend to believe .

2010-12-27T01:19:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everybody , how's your Christmas ?
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I'm working again tmr , super tired but the urge of updating and stalking people is too strong.
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Sigh , I feel so old , so different from who I'm used to be .
I used to be the stupid naive 12 yrs old little girl , thinking that the world is nothing evil .
Then I became this 15yrs old girl , slowly get to know about betray , regrets and the ugly side of life .
Now I'm the 17yrs old , 'young lady' that feels so old .
I look at people and thought of me .
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sigh . life . In no time I'll be 18 , then 20 , then 21 then 30 ...
Omfg ........
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ugh , whatever . I'm tired .
I need to rest . :(

Baby ,
Thanks for being there .

☀ Wish you were here .

2010-12-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

I wish ...
If only ...
What if ...
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I was in the train , looking at this aunty , looking grumpy and unhappy with her life .
Then it got me thinking about my future .
In 10 yrs time what would I be doing . Would I be satisfied with my life then ?
Would I be doing something I like ?
Would I be happy ?
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Results are coming real soon , and I'm uncertain of what I would get .
Would it be disappointment ?
I pray for the best , that's all I can do isn't it .
I've done my part .
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Right now , I misses so many people .
I miss 4E3s , my clique (Wyn , Val , Phy , Jo) , I miss the 4 yrs of PeiHwa sucky life .
Tho it sucks but memories are the ones holding me back .
It's the place I learnt and be a stronger , better person .
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Months later , everybody would be in different JCs , Polys , would we still meet up ?
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I'm getting old . :(
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Lastly , happy 3rd month :D

Fml , I have no life .

2010-12-21T00:05:00.003+08:00

I have a sad life b'cuz I have nobody to take picture with !!!!! D:
I don't care tmr die die must drag Bowl to take picture with me !
I have no readers anymore T_T
I have nothing to blog anymore T_T
Nobody wanna listen to my boring story of how I manage to sell jewels .
My baby gotten flu virus from me and now having fever in camp . T-T
Omg ,,, I have a sad life .
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Geeeeeez . D:
Working working working again tomorrow . I've been working for a week and I need a break !
Thursday finally going out with Melvin and Bowl !!
Wooohoooo ~
I must take a lot a lot of pictures with them :D
I must show ppl my pretty face ! :B
Actually no , I have pimples and dark eye circles .
Eh , I don't want show your my face anymore .
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Ugh , I need to sleep .
I miss my baby . I know you read my blog , HAHAHAH .
YES ! I MISS YOU , YOU MISS ME ? :B
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Goodnight!
May you all dream of giving me all your money cause I need money $.$
Kidding ~

The last night before you go .

2010-12-13T23:33:00.003+08:00

Been having fever on and off for the past 3days. :(

MC and off together for 3 days , finally a break from all the work and spend time with baby before enlistment .

Okayy , I'm still coughing and it sucks so much :(

So I kept making baby angry , I'm always so grumpy and GL when I'm sick . Sorry . :X

Oh ! I first time see baby botak . HAhahahs . Wasn't that bad . :D

My eyes feeeeel so dryyyyyyyyy nowww .

I'm sleepy too . Super long never use desktop , almost forgot the feeling of it . LOL .

So much better than laptop ! I want desktop also ley ~

Siao . HAHA .

Crap . Need to work tmr D:

I want another job :X Hahahahs .

No no no , I have to make myself enjoy the job , for the money :D

HAHAHAHAS .

Okay byebye , I need to bath and sleep .

Good night ppl . Don't fall sick like me okay . Take care :D

BABY :D

take care okay . :)

On the first page of our story .

2010-12-05T00:12:00.002+08:00

Without you beside me , I turn and toss , unable to fall asleep :(
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Hellloooo world ! Miss me as much as i miss you ? Hahahas
Tomorrow working againxxxxx ! I know my life is as boring as it is before i end O'lvl !
Did I ever mention about my job ???
Are your curious !?!!??!? :D
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Wanna know ???
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Really wanna know ???
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Badly ???? want me to tell you ?! :D
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Okaayyyy , I SELL JEWELRIES AND WATCHES !! Hehehhehe
@ Orchard area !!! :D
Eh , don't think I selling cheap cheap watches those 3 for $10 hor !
Siao siao , I sell Branded watches and jewelries one hor !
LMAO :D
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D&G ! MOSCHINO ! TED BAKER ! Hehhehehehe , siao siao :D
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Hahhahas , Aiyo , I'm in such a good mood today !!

Oh , did you get your free starbucks ?! HAHAHHA :D I GOT MINE !!!!
Jealous anot ?! HAHAHAH .

The more you care , the more you lose .

2010-12-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

Dear diary ,

I've started working and it's so tiring . :(
I miss my baby boy so much , I miss my roomie so much for more than once I wanted just walk away and go home . :(
I know I'm rather stubborn and childish at times .
I'm trying to be more mature !
I had stupid hangover , gastric and I still have to work . It suck like shit , I wanted to go home so badly D:
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Tmw working again @ Taka , I hate Taka , I wanna go back to Tangs :B
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Time past by slowly , but it still scares me to see it's alrdy the 3rd of December .
Soon , it will be 14th of december .
And you'll leave me for 2 whole weeks D:
Okay , I try not to grumble , but i really miss you already . D:
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It's never enough , losing you once made me realized how important you are to me .
You are my hero , the one to look out for me for everything .
Without you I'll still survive , but it would be a tough one D:
T_________T
I love you :B

Start working ~

2010-11-26T11:48:00.000+08:00

First day of work :O
Hopefully turn out well , Xoxo .

Did I promise forever ?

2010-11-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

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Hello ! Prom was awesome !!! Mad awesome . I wish I could replay it once again .
With a better camera ! Tho I was lucky cause last min bowl lend her camera to me .
It was so nice seeing everybody again after such a long break !
It's like partyyy .
Like so cool only , hehehehhe :D
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But but , I don't like the chinese food . Doesn't match the whole theme at all ! D:
And the mask was a waste of money .
Overall it was awesome .
Everyone look so pretty , ok maybe not ALL , Most :D
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Especially my girls , Bowl and Lion , Wyndee , Val , Phyllis , and my lovely table 14 .
Awesome time together !
Plus Prom king and queen both @ our table !! Like so awesome only :D
Half of the table was gotten gift in the lucky draw !!
Poor Me , Wyn , Phy , Val , AnnQi never get anything T________T
Zzzzz .
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It's okay , I enjoyed the whole thing :D
Hehehhe .
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After prom , went to meet baby !
Catch Harry Potter :D It was ok , better than the last one .
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I ♥ GZJ

The night we anticipate for 4yrs

2010-11-21T21:25:00.003+08:00

Prom tmr @ concorade hotel (?)
Will do a update soon about BBQ & prom :D
Chao Chao :D

I will be happier , eventually .

2010-11-17T18:57:00.002+08:00

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Okie , I'm posting and updating my blog too often . But I'm sooo bored .
I have all the time in the world , and it's so boring .
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Crazy me slept @6am ytd morning , a good way to pass your day when you slept through half of it . I want my life back .
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Those exciting nights outside hanging out with friends , just joke around , chill and drink .
Ain't party suppose to start after O'lvls ?!
geeeeez :{
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I missssssss drinking ! I wanna be happy , I don't wanna rmb sad stuff .
I have to forget all these stuff that upsets me .
Not to mention my irresponsible dad's leaving again , on a lighter note , at least he did mention he's leaving tomorrow .
Whatever , life's same with or without you .
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I have to really force myself to eat 3times a day , everybody says I look pale .
I don't look really pale , 1 meal a day won't kill you right .
At the very least you did consume food . right :D
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Sigh , headaches headaches .... :(
Oh , maybe I'll die . Did I mention I dream of me dying ? -.-
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Lucky me , there's 4E3 chalet tomorrow !!! :D
I'll see dear Wyndee , Val , Phyllis and all !!! I miss 4E3 D:
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Oh !!! I saw Mr Chua and Miss Lin @ Orchard yesterday !!! I forgot to mention right .
I actually missed Mr Chua then Lion saw me and told me .
Mr chua was having this " why Michelle didn't see me ?!" face when i look back trying to find him in the crowd . Haha .
And as I walked further down , I saw Miss Lin ! :D
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So I'll see them tomorrow again !!
Oh , I want to get a camera !!! D: Badly .

最后怎么了..

2010-11-17T04:35:00.001+08:00

Maybe it's better this way .

2010-11-17T01:06:00.002+08:00

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Yup , I dyed my hair .
Oh , do I need to start with hello world ?
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I'm straggling between emo and not emo today , a lot .
Spacing out every time and being extra grumpy , sorry girls .
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Went over to Jurong East for interview , man it suck like shit cause it was raining so heavily .
And we are all in heels , we have to cab over to IMM , and walked around IMM trying to locate the company like idiots .
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I hate it !! Super grumpy because we still cannot find , and we are basically stuck at the damn wulu place of nowhere . Geez , with rain pouring .
Freezing cold :(
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Lion had to run out to the rain and grab the cab for me and bowl -.- Lion's credit .
Cabbed over to 313 for heels .
Super extra grumpy cause we went to buy those ice cream , then it starts to rain .
Shit heavy , so we're trapped at the "Stall" with the uncle . Fml ):
Im all wet and freezing , had to ask passerby to get us over to the Taka .
Damn unlucky . D:
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Eventually we got to Far East and we got heels ! Mad happy :D
Did my nails too , at least this cheers me up .
Plus we saw Edmund and Weijun , so tag along with each other !
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Mmmm , now my leg hurts like shit , and still , grumpy D:
Im don't want to be grumpy .
Sigh , many things are meant to be , they are fated to be .
I kept telling myself not to dwell over it , you did have nice memories rmb ?
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But this morning I woke up with a tired mind , and a terrible feeling of emptiness .
Michelle michelle , maybe it's better this way .
Maybe he'll be happier this way .
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Everything will come to an end , it always does . ):

Let it go .

2010-11-16T01:20:00.002+08:00

Thank you , for all the little things you have done for me .
Smallest action of protecting me , always put me in front of everything .
It's a meaningful 1month and 25days .
I did love you .
Maybe it wasn't right in the first place .
Hate me , scold me for all you want .
I love you , but i'm in no position to say that anymore .
Goodbye .

2010-11-16T00:42:00.001+08:00

Goodbye .

WHICH HAIR COLOUR ?!

2010-11-14T13:58:00.003+08:00

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Which hair colour ?!

Sometimes I feel so small .

2010-11-13T00:50:00.002+08:00

Can someone tell me why do i like to think so much at night ?
Is it because that it's quiet at night .
Is it because I'm so used to spending endless night sitting in front of the laptop and just think .
Think of family , think of Boyf , think of Bowl and lion , think of 4E3 .
Thinking about everything , and anything .
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Sometimes I feel like running away from this place and start afresh .
Or knock my head and losses all my memories .
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Am I doing things I like ?
Am I happy ?
Am I leading the life that I want to lead ?
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So many so many tiny questions I had inside my head , so many unknowns .
I'm engrossed in my own little world and simply refuses to sleep .
Why do I think so much ?
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You know those days whereby you just sit there , and think about life ?
You just simply don't want to move , and imagine life ?
Humans design and create our own world .
Making our lil dreams that seen impossible into reality .
We create possibilities , we make dreams come true .
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But what do I truly want ?
What is my aim ?
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Okay okay , Im getting too over emotional .
O'lvl just ended , stop thinking !
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I realised , I couldn't cry anymore ...
Now I am a big girl , I cannot just refused to face problems and hide inside my comfort zone .
I simply cannot live in my own world .
I need to face the true world .
I need to be stronger .

You never know when is too late .

2010-11-12T18:19:00.002+08:00

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Y'know what , O level is O-V-E-R !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Muahahahahhaahaha , let's have tonnes of fun and enjoy man !
I just couldn't stopped myself from smiling the moment my MCQs are collected .
Ha .
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omggggggg , I couldn't believe it's over !!!
*Someone pinch me PLS*
:D:D:D
Mad awesome .
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Okie dokie , I need some self control .
Hehe.
Anyway , I went to shopping @ City Plaza with Bowl and Lion .
I know what are you thinking , eww , that place ?!
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EH , EXCUSE ME , IT'S STILL A SHOPPING MALL RIGHT .
FOR THE SAME THING YOU GET AT SOMEWHERE ELSE AT A HIGHER RATE , YOU GET IT MUCH MORE LESSER , WHY NOT ?!
@#$%^&*( .
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Hehehehehe :D
But anyway , It was my first time larh , so not a bad experience .
The only thing is you have to literately dig for stuff you want .
And there's really so much stuff I wanna get so I just couldn't stop myself .
I saw this cute pairs of heels for only $17 , AND IT'S THE LAST PAIR .
PLUS IT"S MY SIZE !!!! (FYI: i have small feet so it's size 35)
HAHAHA , Boo boo to all the huge feet girls out there ~~~
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But , nb I have to stick to my plan of getting flats .
Bowl says I always wear my flats and ignore all my chio heels .
Either that I ended up walking home barefooted .
Yes , BAREFOOTED . WHAT NOW CANNOT AH .
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Just try to picture me , all dressed up nice and cute (yes cute :D)
And then you look down , you'll be thinking , ew ?
Wtf ? This girl has no shoes on ?!
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Ha , narh , I really can't stand , sometimes it just hurt to stand so long on heels .
NOT I THICK SKIN HOR ,
Once , I was piggie backed home ok .
NOT ALWAYS I WALKED HOME BAREFOOTED !!!
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Don't laugh .
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So , I ended up watching shows @ home .
Jo just called to mock me saying that I have no life .
Fine fine }':

Do you rmb the old times ?

2010-11-11T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hhahahs .
This is what I found .
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Me love You :D

It gets better and better .

2010-11-11T00:17:00.003+08:00

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Hellooo world .
Im here to share with you my new obsession , Lost girl .
It's a show about super natural powers those people have .
Mm , Quite difficult for me to explain , but you can try to watch it .
It's very interesting for me .
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Mmm , it's 0020 now , Im not sleepy yet .
I watched finish all the current episodes they have , up till 7 .
Now I'm bored !
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I wanna watch movie till the next day again , like what I've done that time .
But uh uh , I gotta do something tmr @ bowls' to surprise somebody :B
Hopefully it turns out well .
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So , what should I do now ?
Watch Jersey shores ? Watch How to train your dragon ? Or sleep ?
Awww , tough choice .
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Tata :D

You know I love you most .

2010-11-07T21:08:00.002+08:00

Baby , you make me wanna get a little naughty .
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Tomorrow is Social studies paper !!
To me , and most people , it is almost the end of O'lvl paper ! :D:D
Mad awesome ~
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Went out to study with Bowl and Lion , gossip and study .
I want to post a long post , to entertain you boring people out there who still reads my blog .
Okay , since you read my blog I shall not call you a boring person . Ha .
Mmm , I want to do so many stuff after O's that I lost count .
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2010 past by in a blink , I could almost recall those moments when I doubt myself if i could handle O level .
Those endless days of afternoon studies , gosh .
But we are pretty much done with O lvl , ain't we .
Time really flies , we all can't deny it .
On a lighter note , we learn and grow and mature ! We have gain so much experiences that no one else understands unless you personally experiences it .
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Nobody understands yourselves like you do .
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To look back , 2009 is make up of slacking , smoking and drinking .
Life is meaningless , not studies , not family .
I understands that it might be my phrase , of being rebellious and shit .
But I'm a changed person .
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Not that I would stop drinking tho , I'm almost the legal age to drink ! :B
Changing my perspective , my view points .
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Now that I found baby , colours are added to my dull life .
Baby baby baby :D
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Okayyyyyy .
Lastly , good luck to everyone taking SS paper tomorrow ! :D
God bless us .

I know you want somemore .

2010-11-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

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Im feeling awesome now , and I don't know why . Ha .
I wanna hold you close to me , forever :D

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I wanna partyyy like there's no tomorrow .
Because after 12 Nov , no more exams !!!!!!
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Cool anot . heheheheh . Me love that .
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Oh , i was thinking if girls should put make up , or rather me should put make up .
I love pretty girls . :D

God bless me ,

2010-10-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

What's done is cannot be undone !
Stop thinking 'bout it .
There's nothing you can do anymore !
Instead , prepare yourself for paper 2!!!!!! It's more important !

knowing you was fate , loving you wasn't within my control .

2010-10-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

I couldn't tell you how glad I am to have you .
It shock me how in love I am with you .
I couldn't bear to imagine life without you .
Dear boyfriend , I love you :D

Dear diary

2010-10-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

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Sup , 1 more day and it's O level English paper !
I was mad stress and worried as English is my worst sub , but then again .
I'm pretty much prepared for it ! I did papers and compos .
I can say that I improved tremendously compared to last time .
I have faith in myself :D
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It's almost midnight , I haven touch my Amath paper yet .
Which I should have done days ago -.-
Serious serious , I love life .
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Ha , surprise to actually feel like loving life .
I mean , when do you actually hear me commenting that i love life ?!
It's like almost never .
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I guess I have really grown up and toughen up a lot .
I have mummy , I know she loves me lot even tho she always nag me , non stop .
I have Bowl , Lion , and I know they will be there whenever I need them .
I have my awesome boyfriend , always take care of me , bear with my laziness .
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I know I'm not perfect , but I will try to be someone better :D
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Anyway , all the best for everybody taking O's this yr !
Good Luck , God bless us :D

You taught me the greatest things about love .

2010-10-19T23:44:00.008+08:00

It's so annoying , so annoying !!!!
Blogger doesn't want to upload my pictures !!! :(
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I wanted to show you pictures i took when I bake cup cakes for dear 4E3 :D
Plus plus picture from Suki sushi with lion and bowl !
Now I can't !
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It's like finally I have time to sit down and blog , I can't upload pictures !!
Pissssssss :=<
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Bf bring me go eat Chilli crab , super nice . Serious ! :D
I love my Bf !
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Seriously I want to upload pictures ley . .
O'lvl practical is just 2 days away .
I'm not afraid tho , After so many practical I'm ready !
I will never forget Mrs Lim's 2 cm cube -.- Plus JiaJun's " I treat you 2 cm cube of water "
Ha .
I will miss the times in Peihwa with E3.
Mmm , I'm pretty prepared for O'lvl except for A math . .
Not much confident , if you give me a B3 is the least I expect .
An A would be nice , but i'm not greedy . :X
I know I've been lazy about practicing lots of questions . :(
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I managed to upload a picture of the cute iphone cookie Mr Chua and Miss Lin bought us !
With me inside with the cute cookie .
Ha .
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Oh oh ! Today I went to study with Bowl @ Rp , and there's nobody studying !!
There's only me and bowl , no other students !?
We seriously wonder why , what happen to all those people ? .
Ugh , I wish O'lvl end sooner , then I'll be out of this faster !
Awesome life is waiting for me :D

&我总会把你戒掉

2010-10-15T00:30:00.001+08:00

Hello , remember this me ?
That was Me on my 16th birthday !!
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Omfg .

Secret #142

2010-10-02T11:57:00.002+08:00

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O level's 23 days away from now .
This morning I woke up with a mixture of joy , worries , anxious etc etc that almost get me hyperventilating .
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And right now , I felt numb .
There is this me wanting to give up , screaming and kicking a fuss inside me .
But there is another me wanting to calm down , wanting to do well .
I'm confuse , stress and tired .
Many of you taking O's felt the same helpless way .
The ultimate question for yourselves is how well your grades would be .
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Right now , I have so many so many concepts unsure of .
AMaths , Geography , Chemistry etc etc .
For the past month I felt as if everyday I'm waking up to a never ending work .
I felt like I'm suffocating in this .
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What should I do .
I should be grabbing every minute , every second i have to study .
I couldn't , and that scares me greatly .
How could I not study hard ?
How could I be expecting good grades without hard work ?
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Nothing is free in this world .
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I feel like grabbing some clothes and rush off to somewhere , anywhere . :(

Nonchanlant

2010-09-14T23:04:00.001+08:00

O'Levels is 41days away .

You left me no other option .

2010-09-07T13:28:00.002+08:00

You can't quit until you try
You can't live until you die
You can't learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie
You can't breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you're the joke
It's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Mad pretty /

2010-09-03T21:42:00.003+08:00

Bali is mad pretty , definitely breath taking .
Who would not want to visit Bali ?!?!?!
Omg ..
Im so gonna visit Bali , I swear ..!
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Geez , I can't wait . I should totally said yes to aunt when she mention about a holiday at Bali .
Gosh , regrets !!!!!

This is for ..

2010-09-01T17:01:00.003+08:00

This is for Phyllis : onew onew

This is for WYNDEE : NICHKHUNNN

This is for Vallllll : Chan Sung !!

This is for me !! TAEYANGGG , Hottie hottie .<3

2010-08-30T18:47:00.000+08:00

We don't do magic , we worked for what we want .

2010-08-28T00:45:00.003+08:00

Could you for once think before you act ?
Are you seriously that stupid ?
Or do you even have a single bit of sense within you ?
I mean if there is , look deeper , find it .
Cause you are so retard and impulsive without it .
Not happy with the fact ?
Then face it .
That is you .

_l_ off .

More than it .

2010-08-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

Fear and bigotry are bred from isolation and ignorance
------Untamed

Vampire Diaries - I'm hooked , are you ? :D

2010-08-13T19:09:00.002+08:00

Did you watch this ?! Absolute awesome !
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And and and , school is real busy and I bet this gonna last until the big Os are over .
Oh please Michelle , just stop moving around , stop dreaming !
You must do well , whether you like it or not .
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Awwww , this gonna suck big time . :(
I'm not gonna like this :(
Oh well , maybe I'll . LOL .

Paul Wesley . Hot and super awesome .
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Cheerio people ^_^

To dearest WYNDEE SEE ^___^

2010-08-10T21:30:00.004+08:00

Helllooooo , this post is specially for Wyndee see !!!
Wyndeeeeee ~ I have alrdy give you :

(1) Gold Bar

(2) Diamond ring

(3) Gold ring
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Now I will give you your :

(1) Diamond

(2) Farrari (I can't find diamond farrari)

(3) Money !!!!

(4) Clouds ?! (i still give you since you want !! LOL)

(5) Diamond Necklace

(6) and lastly , DIAMOND BRA !!!
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LOL , I know I very LOL and lame cause I choose to come online and do this stupid post and not do my mock paper 2 . Guess Mr Neo will be angry again , but nbm . I will call you to freak him out with you arm twisting !!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHA .

Hello , this is Barara . ^_______^

2010-08-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

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HaRRRRooooooo ppl ~
This is my sister BaRaRa ~ Hahahahhaha ~
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I want to complain about O level !!!!!!
This is too crazy , I have endless amount of math , A and E , I have to keep doing paper after paper !!!
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And and and , can you believed it ?!
It's only 81 days away from O Level !!!!!

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I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo stresssss ~ D:

Hello , this is my new friend , 小花

2010-07-31T13:33:00.003+08:00

Busy Busy Busy .
Tuesday - Thursday ; afternoon study 2.45pm - 6.30pm
Last 2 months to Olevel Michelle !

Fever fever go away ,

2010-07-21T20:28:00.002+08:00

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Please recover as soon as possible okay Michelle ? Lols , I want healthy me :(

Not yet decisive ..

2010-07-11T01:33:00.002+08:00

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" This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions , this is the time to make mistakes .
Take the wrong train , and got stuck up somewhere .
We'll eventually end up somewhere , we'll know . "

2010-07-10T18:11:00.002+08:00

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Have been thinking , I know I always think , a lot .
But last night , I was pondering , was I a good friend , a good daughter , a good sister .
Everybody around me , people that care for me , that I care and love .
Do I live up their expectation for me ?
I wasn't a good daughter for sure , what about to friends ? What about to sister ?
My one and only sister ?
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I think through my past quarrels , past memories , bits and bits of them .
Time past us by , before we could realized that day have past , weeks follow by months .
I just miss how things were used to be , but yet excited about the upcoming surprises .
Don't wanna sound redundant but yet I can't help .
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Thankful for everything that have happened , strengthen me , give me knowledge .
And make me a better person for a better tomorrow .
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" Fill what's empty. Empty what's full. Scratch where it itches. "

I want new phone !

2010-07-09T17:10:00.002+08:00

Blackberry VS Iphone

I want a new phone !!!!!!!!!
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What do you think ? Iphone or Blackberry ?

Kiss me goodbye ..

2010-07-05T17:43:00.003+08:00

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Went out wanted to watch movie , BUT , there are so many people watching movie .
And we can't even get a proper seat .
So , screw it .
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And I have been lying on sofa since I woke up . Nice . :X
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Chewed on a piece of bread and till now .
I'm officially hungry , WanLing , help ~

Maybe , Only .

2010-07-05T01:03:00.002+08:00

Like any other other night , I lie down awake , full of you .

Once upon a time .

2010-07-03T23:37:00.001+08:00

You are not the one ,

2010-07-01T15:53:00.003+08:00

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Unexpected , stop invading my life , get away from me .
I don't need you guys to be my friends , maybe I don't even consider you guys are one .
So stfp :D Don't blame me for hating you when you know what you have done .
If to you I'm a bitch , then Let it be , you know you are worst than anything .
Stop lying , BIG FAT LIAR .

Tonight , lots of words left unspoken ..

2010-06-26T17:51:00.003+08:00

I have no pictures to show you guys .
Meishi's 16th birthday celebration is awesome !
Sentosa trip was okay , our first picnic was successful tho my Fried rice kinda failed .
The bad part was the rain -.- Luckily it went away after a while .
After that went to bathed and changed , Pasta mania and stuff C:
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Dear MeiShi , hope you enjoy your birthday C:

F-U-C-K

2010-06-19T16:50:00.002+08:00

I have a boring life .

Not happy at all .

2010-06-17T22:52:00.001+08:00

Family , Friends , Love , Money , Studies .
Which one are you lacking ?

Almost fine ..

2010-06-15T02:29:00.002+08:00

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Was looking at my old blog with WanLing looking at hers .
Memories and more memories , happy and mostly sad .
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I guess I'm really a grumpy bitch , Laugh , I complain this and complain that .
Life is never perfect , we work towards the destination for perfection .
But nobody able to reach , or only manage to be a step closer to what we want .
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Like what i always say , wanting a better relationship family , Want them to be at least normal .
Have a normal father come back from work , mother cooks , sister to talk to .
But I guess sometimes , life isn't about getting what you want .
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Sigh .
I thought I would be fine without the care ,
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Looking at the kind of smile she had when she talks to Mark on phone ,
I kinda realized that I never felt something closer to that when I'm on the phone .
Gosh .
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Michelle , you know you'll be fine :}

Sri Lanka ; Mudiraj

2010-06-11T01:42:00.003+08:00

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My family photo for famine camp ^_______^
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Today is busy ! Tuition in the morning ,Class BBQ at SAF chalet .
Tmr gym ? Studying session ?
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2 weeks to prelim , great . :/

Total sian-ness

2010-06-08T22:35:00.003+08:00

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Updating my blog with pictures using WanLing laptop ,
My mood was super good at first one , but my damn laptop don't know what's wrong with it .
Keep stuck at the opening that part whereby you wait to key in your password that part one .
Damn it can .
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Rmb less than half a years ago , i just tio virus ?
Zzz , whatever .
_l_ you virus .

Dear Jhon .

2010-06-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

Im finally back , with no famine camp photo , But a lot of other photos , BUT haven upload !!
I will do so soon ! Stay tune ! Love

HELLO . BITCH ^_________^

2010-06-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

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Sup , Famine camp's on friday !!!! Can't wait ^_______^

Live being yourself .

2010-05-31T19:30:00.003+08:00

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After awhile to cool myself down , then I start to think like am thinking .
Cry like a idiot , act like a retard ... I thought oh , Im falling down down down again .
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Hell no , I am who I am , and I have this strong believe that I have no need to explain to anybody about my action .
Just words darling , you know it's just words .
Believe is another thing , whether yes or not , no doubt you don't have it .
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I thought I could put my trust on you , even after everything gone down .
I wish ... no more .
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I truly see you as best friend , or shall i add an ex ?
I've nothing more to say , I thought everything will come to an end .
Let misunderstanding be misunderstanding , Let hatred be hatred .
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I live , for who i am , no for who you said i were .

我以为

2010-05-31T16:33:00.001+08:00

I went from the top , and fall right down .

Liam Hemsworth

2010-05-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

Why Miley . LOL ,

You know i love you guys

2010-05-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

I love my girls ♥ ♥ ♥.

10 years of memories into 9boxes...

2010-05-29T19:32:00.002+08:00

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I'm going to move in a weeks time , and I haven pack finish my stuff .
Books , clothes , stationary all over the place , I couldn't move my tiring hands anymore .
I moved in with 1bag of simple clothes and full of excitement .
But it seems to be otherwise when I moved out , mmm Life .
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I wish you understand how I felt , 1 month without you guys ....

You slowly drag me towards you ..

2010-05-28T23:57:00.003+08:00

LIfe's about chinese now ,
Not really , plus shopping , plus girlfriends , plus you ^^

_l_

2010-05-26T23:26:00.001+08:00

Do you know how it feels like when you misses someone so badly that you wanna cry ?

2010-05-23T00:26:00.000+08:00

I wrote a love letter that I couldn't sent .

2010-05-22T19:13:00.002+08:00

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Catch ' Robin hood ' today with JiaJun , MaoXiang and Poyai . Random .
Jiajun got free ticket and and I feel like watching .
So long since I last visit Downtown , many things happen there .
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Feel like going to the beach to chill , but ..
Sigh ,

Are you are you ?

2010-05-20T17:28:00.003+08:00

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ARE YOU
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HUNGRY ?! :D

You know you are ~~

My heart's beating wild , outta control ..

2010-05-18T22:31:00.003+08:00

There's a devil inside me , bumping , wild , ready to get out and rock your world .

I know this day will come ...

2010-05-16T22:56:00.005+08:00

Hhahahs , unglam ~

With mega big eye bag , i know i know . :C

Scary soft toy collection of wanling's .

HongKi ~~~ C:

Darling at out hide out C:

Nice nice .

Used to eat them every lesson .!! That was sec1 . Omg .
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I have decided to let go , don't ask why , I guess it's better for us not to be friend .

Cry like you never before ...

2010-05-14T15:37:00.003+08:00

Like I always do , enjoy like I never play before .

It's taking control .

I suspect that I start to hate you ...

I feel like I've run a thousand miles alone .

2010-05-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

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The 5 yrs-old turned around and asked me ; " Jie Jie , can i stop growing up ?"

Helllllllo Earth .

2010-05-11T18:30:00.005+08:00

Hahahah ! TEH-SAH Hohoho ~

Val's treat for Wyndee on her birthday !

My pressie for her !

went to Jack's Place

Mmmm , nice .

L4D2 ^^

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It's a very ugly picture of myself i happen to click until without knowing .
Blogger doesn't allow me to delete it for don't know what reason , So i shall resize it .
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DONT YOU EVER DARE TO ZOOM IT HOR .
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I want to post about few things I'm addicted or like recently .
But I feel lazy cause I want to change my MSN , and my blogskin .!
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Ugh . I want to study , but the lappy's temptation is too big !
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I shall change my blogskin first of all .
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Byebye !!

I got a feeling .

2010-05-05T22:56:00.001+08:00

Pause . Stop . Stone

When you're finally gone ...

2010-05-05T21:24:00.003+08:00

At the last minute of your life , what is your last regret .

When you

2010-05-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

Live . Laugh . Love

2010-05-03T22:15:00.002+08:00

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I'm sorry , but love doesn't meant that you change yourself to suit someone ,
But to love someone that you love about them , their character , their flaws , their everything.

羅志祥-愛瘋頭【MV】

2010-04-24T14:21:00.000+08:00

Promise .

2010-04-24T13:44:00.005+08:00

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I never lie when i say i'll jio people to take picture 1!!!!
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Hoho .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbEqjvj9baM
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Cliff's shaker fries video !

I lie awake in the night thinking about us ...

2010-04-22T23:17:00.001+08:00

Maybe when I realized that where I finally belong ,
It's all too later too late ... ...

You are my star .

2010-04-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

I wish upon a star .

Hold me down like a thousand pull .

2010-04-17T20:50:00.005+08:00

What the fcuk + shock face .

LOL

Act one very cute + sweet .

^________^ Our roses plus MY sunflower ~~

Uncle Tony's

Super long ago .
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Hello~~~~
Super long never post so many photo , after change to cookie no mood to take picture .
Zzz , tho is all me and myself . (Obviously never jio ppl to take photo with me.)
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Must jio already , first must jio WYNDEE SEE WHAT SEE !!!! ^_^
Laugh .
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Sengkang sec for their family day this morning , tired .
Super hot , I swear , Wan , Shi and me melt under the hot sun .
Omg .
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We bought roses , and sunflower !!!! (I don't know what's that pink sunflower-like flower's name)
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Study @ Mac with Shi till about 4pm , then went HouGang mall walk walk .
Ugh , stuck in Hougang mall due to the sudden heavy rain .
Gosh .
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Home now , I can't upload the Cliff shaker fries video !!!!!!!!!!!!
Mad !!!!
Why oh why oh why oh why ~~~~
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Byebyebyebebyebyebye !

And as i look within me , I saw nothing ..

2010-04-16T21:29:00.003+08:00

Studying studying .
I'm turning dumb .
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Somethings and meant to be kept as a secret .

It's finally clear ...

2010-04-15T15:23:00.002+08:00

Helllllooooooooooooo People !!!
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Yellow ~!~ Did you guys enjoy yourselves under the hot warm weather ?
I seriously hate it x(
Horrible weather , so warm and almost everyday my brain feel so fried .
Horrible horrible !
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I'm not suppose to online ! Haven complete my tuition homework AGAIN .
To be totally honest , I never do before .
I REALLY TRIED TO , but always fall asleep or tempted by my com !!!
goshhhh
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I'm very very happy to found out something .
Muahahhahaahha , NOT GONNA TELL YOUUUU
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Nope , not telling .
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Curious ?
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Still not telling .
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Maybe I will .
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IF YOU BEG ME . HAHAHAHAHAHHA .
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Ok larh , I shall go and watch my Sc@ndal about HongKi !! C:
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SOooooooo CUTE C:
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Chao Chao .

Now I'm the last chance ..

2010-04-11T21:43:00.001+08:00

If I keep holding on , it will be stupid of me .

My HongKi~

2010-04-09T16:25:00.002+08:00

I know your might get tired me posting HongKi ~ But He is sooooooooo cute !!!!!!!!

Cause you'll probably miss me when i'm gone ...

2010-04-09T15:28:00.002+08:00

Credit to Wyndee C:
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It's been a busy week , and there's no room for slacking at all .
Later on there's Night study ,
Saturday there's A.math tuition ,
Sunday studying session with Wyndee .
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Busy Busy .
Haven get the chance to do a proper update yet .
To sum things up , Life's good ^^
At least , I feel so ... ... Except for occasional nightmares and emptiness .
So far so good C:
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Recently weather's killer , take care and drink lots of water !! C:

Love , Michelle.

If now is your last chance to confess ..

2010-04-03T12:53:00.002+08:00

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There is this emptiness within me .
Like something is not right , someone is not there .
I will be okay ...

장근석

2010-03-30T17:09:00.002+08:00

Jang Geun Suk is as cute as Lee Hong Ki too !! C:

Do you ever wish for more wishes ...

2010-03-24T21:14:00.001+08:00

I need one more wish , to get you . But you seem to slowly fade away ...

이홍기 is the loveeee .

2010-03-23T17:00:00.003+08:00

Jeremyyyyy ^^ Super cute !!!!!!!!!!! awwww .

Belongs to FT island ^^ Hohohoho .

Loves .

I remember every word you whisper into my ears ..

2010-03-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

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Don't want to do a proper update yet ,
I've watch Alice in wonderland , Just another Pandora's box .
Jess , another day to school reopen , nothing's done yet . Great .
Bye , omg :C

Honey , would you guide me back ...

2010-03-18T20:32:00.003+08:00

" I would give it all I have , to hold it all over again .
But there's no turning back . "